I'm in!!!!!

Well, what can I say? I had the audition less than a week ago, last wednesday and today I've received the call-back...
I'm in!!!!!
This Wednesday I will enroll and ufficially be a first year student of the Musical Theatre Academy! I'm so excited! I want to learn as much as I can, I want to live every moment, to share all this feelings with all the people out there!
I'm so thankful...I would love to thank God above and the entire world for giving me such an opportunity but all I can do now is promise that I will do my best and I will never give it up!

Flying without wings - Westlife

Today I woke up ( without really sleeping, for I was at work yesterday night till 2.am so I'm still sleepy and tired but I could not really lay on my bed anymore, so here I am) with this tune on my mind...it is a beautiful song, its words keep touching me every time, even now...

So impossible
as they may seem
you've got to fight for every dream
'cause who's to know
which one you let go
would have made you complete?

I cannot give up any of my dreams, for I don't want to live the rest of my life in regret...It'll be hard, but as long as I have faith, two hands to work and a strong will to make it, I will try!
I dedicate this song to anyone who has found a reason to live for, and to those who haven't found it yet I say : don't give up!



Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

First audition!

Hello! Long time no posting, so I guess I will write a lot ( but I hope not to bother you :P ) I had my audition on Wednesday, and it was truly the best of times :D
I forgot to tell that I have some kind of virus disturbing my stomach since Monday, so that day I decided not to drink and not to eat to prevent being sick during the audition...why did I do that? The audition was at 11.00 am so I thought it mught have been a good idea to be there at 10, but here's the disaster: the professors were all late due to traffic, so at 12 am we were still waiting...
I had the chance to meet a lot of amazing people, and to chat with them while sitting in the waiting room : three guys were absolutely lovely ( one could imitate Pip from enchanted and I swear, he was totally him! hehehe!) and the secretary was kind and patient with me.
I was nervous as always ( it happens to me, especially before and during an exam) but at the same time I felt all excited, as if it was a chance I could not lose, something life-changing, so when I finally came in my first thought was " I want to be perfect" but suddendly I realised that I'm not( not at all! :P) so when I sat and they asked me to talk about myself, I really did: I was myself, hyperactive, logorrohyc, enthusiast and dreamy, talking nonsense about my ambitions, my passions, my everything and then they asked me to sing, but not just sing...to play the role while singing!
The song was Popular, from Wicked, not my favorite song at all, but one of the cutest I know and when I chose that song I thought I would have had fun playing Glinda and trying to be someone that is totally opposite to me :D
I sang putting everything to it, acting silly and funny, or at least I tried, giving it 150% of myself, and I don't know, I think I did if fine 'coz at the end of the music, they didn't asked me for my monologue or even to dance for them. I hope it is a good sign.
We chatted a little more and then I left.

" We'll let you know" they said, " Next!"

At least I had the chance to sing, to be myself and to meet people who shares my same interest and passions.
I hope they'll take me, if not I will keep going on and try my best! I don't know when, I don't know how but someday I will sing on broadway!!! ( or London, or wherever there are musicals on stage! :D )

Ps: I had 30 for the second time! It means that I am a genius and that someone up above loves me! *_*